Sorry

I didn't meant to change, or be like 

other typical girls out there.

It's just...that's my nature and one of
 my true colours inside me. I might have let it
slipped away without noticing it.

My deepest apologize...

But that only happens with my family,

best friends, and those who are close to

me. Not just with anyone. 

But I'll try not to let it slip away

next time.  :')

.

Just so you know...

Your voice is my favourite music,

and your laughter is my antidote. 

I dearly heart you. :)

For Funnn

So I came back from the exam room,

open my dear laptop and searched for the

online mp3 splitter to cut a certain song 

as contact ringtone. Just for fun ~

But guess what? It reached my ear in no 

time when he called and wake me
up easily from my deep sleep. Lol :P

The One

Yeah, it's true.

I've been looking for about 6 years

and having my heart all torn apart from all the

wrong guys that I've met.

Then I gave up on love completely and

got dwell up in gaming world.

I enjoyed most of my time there, and have lots 

of awesome friend. I just wanted to play all

day long and enjoy the crazy fun.

But I've never thought of meeting the

other part of my heart there.

Funny isn't it? Love comes at the most 

unexpected time when I wasn't even looking.

And to me, he's perfect. We talk and

argue like best friends, but we are so in 

love. True.

 :')

Day

Comment, chat, talk, Skype.

None of the above will be up for today.

I have to, we have to...All for the sake

of my studies for the upcoming exam.

My day would turn gray but it's

ok...We'll get through this together :')

So I will study well~! yeahh

Sekaip

So here I am, Skype-ing with the thief

of my heart...again. Hee :')

Kawaii c:

So what's with the keyboard? :P

Deadly glare  O//////O

Point of View

For saying that I look far better in person

than in photos, I think his eyes might went

wrong somewhere? Hee ;)

The Music

Music is one of the things that has been

lighting up my world since forever I think.

Yeah, during kids time I watched anime

a lot, and got drifted away in anime songs 

like Sailormoon, Dragonball GT, Digimon.

Speaking of Digimon, I like the series

so damn much!! They're so cool *u*

OK, now back to the story ~ 

As time went on, I started to know 

about instrumental musician like Yiruma

for instance. And also adorable songs

like Canon. Yeah! All started in my high school

years.

Then after I finished my big exam, SPM

I met with this friend of mine in game. He's the 

one that brought me to the liking of metal songs.

But my favourite music of all time is the

hip and funky songs. Whee~ It's either English

song, or Japanese pop as long as they're

fun and awesome to be heard of :D

But there's actually this one song that I 

listen to in certain times. The slow and heart

warming love song. Guhuhu. That kind of

songs will catch my ears ONLY when I am

deeply in love. Like.. now :P

Video Call vs Skype

We had our first vc today ~ Hee

Right when we're about to end our phone call,
he asked me to be on FB. I straight away
 sensed that he wanted to make a vc. Haha.

I even said "What? Not enough of a phone 

call, now u wanna vc? Miss me badly already?"

And he just LOL-ed at me. Guhuhu. I

knew it. He did miss me damn much. Whee :P

So we did the vc. But since the features 

aren't that good, we switched to Skype, 

which was absolutely even better ~!

 He looked damn cool in his shabby

anime hairstyle and all dressed up in black,

whereas me...I don't know.. Looked like

a zombie maybe? O-O

No make up, no eye liner, and nothing. It's

just me and my bare face. Damn it... I wonder 

if he see through my pimple. Nuuu!! D:

Lame World

In times, there'll always come a moment

where people are all against our life.

Same things happened to me now.

As I am running through a new happy 

moments in my life journey, there comes

people that are hoping for everything to 

come to an end. 

Things got even harder with my parents

that went on giving me hard times on

all the advices of studies and this love thingy.

People are trying to say that I can't make it

in life if I got two things at a time.

 It's like, if I'm going for my studies, so go 

ahead. I got to leave my one and only love

 for the sake of it.

Duh..what is this all about? Are all people

that are madly in love will fail in every other

things that they are doing in life? 

I DON'T THINK SO.

Even if I fall, that got nothing to do with

boys. It's either I'm lazy or damn hardworking

to study all those mind sucker books.

Got it? Thanx.

The Names

I've never heard he called my name directly

at the airport, or on the phone. Haha.

It's not a big deal, but I just wanna hear 

it sometimes. So I made him to call my full

name, and my nickname yesterday on the phone.

And, whee~~~ He did it! Even it took

a bit of time. Well, nervous maybe? :P

But he said  I need to call him by the name

 too since I've made him to earlier. omg~

I thought it was just a simple task, but it

was actually not as easy as it seemed!

Guess what? I took longer time from him

to do it. Uhh... Shame on me =.=

Why??! My heart was beating crazily

over his name. Duh....

COME ON ARRYN, IT WAS JUST

A NAME. GET YOURSELF TOGETHER!

*sips tea calmly*

True Colours

Someone ever told me to never get mad at

my dear one, but I seem to fail it at one point.

It all happened when he late in calling me

during night time, and only sent me text message

at about 3.00 in the morning, which I was 

supposed to go to bed normally.

But I didn't. Why? Cause I was waiting 

for him. I thought he fall asleep, and forgot

to call me. I tried to be positive.

Suddenly he send me text message saying

he's super busy today and might not have 

time to call me. He even told me to sleep.

With the long text from him, I did understand

that his schedule today was so packed and

I shouldn't get mad at him for that. It's not

his fault...

But I somehow get mad cause he didn't text

me earlier, so that I could go to bed earlier..

Seeing my cold comments in FB, he made 

a call. I didn't picked up for knowing 

my rage mode was at the peak of the mountain.

Haha. But he called again. Wow~~ Didn't

expect it though. Hee.

So we talked with my rage mode on the line,

 but he somehow manage to make me laugh with

his nonsense and funny talking. LOL

Thanx for accepting me for who I am. I

hope he won't run away knowing that there's

a lot more to be found in me...

The imperfect me + The perfect him = Only God knows.

Suits Me Well

I'm wearing the LUCT t-shirt that he gave

me yesterday. Seems to suit me perfectly ~

I'll wear it every time I miss you...anata :')

The Meet

Also considered as our first date maybe? :P

We met at the KLIA. I went there to send
 him for the abroad studies in London as
he asked me to come. Even it's a bit hard,
I still came :)

I was very nervous at first when he's searching

for me.. I can barely hear other sounds around

me except the beating of my heart. Lol.

I thought I was going to die from the

over blood pump rates to the heart. Haha.

But then everything was going on smoothly. I

also get along with her mother in a short

period of time. Didn't expect it though..

So here we are, standing side by side, He's

so tall that I had to lift up my head a bit to talk

to him. And he'll lower down his head to

 hear me loud and clear :']

Hadalabo

It's a Japan product that comes along under 

the name of Mentholatum. I think so..

Well, that's not important. What comes

first is the effectiveness of this product.

I've been using Hadalabo Moisturising

Lotion for about two months and the

result turns out great! 

My face used to be so dry right after coming 

back from Perhentian Island. Even my facial cleanser 

which I adored so much couldn't bring the 

dryness away T-T

But as time flies, I came to see Hadalabo

been commercialised everywhere~ So I did

some research and even Youtube-ing it. Hee.

I finally bought it and guess what? It made my

 skin super soft and moisturised even from 

the first use. Love it so damn much! :D

Herbal Essences

So these are what I've been using on my

hair recently, and they work out really well.

The smells are totally great, and the leave in cream

is what's helping the most in making the hair silky

smooth.

As for the shampoo and conditioner, both work

out well in creating nice, bouncy hair texture.

I'm also thinking of trying out their serum for

the best result maybe? Hehe.

For me, my daily hair routine would be the serum

and leave in cream right after my bath. 

The shampoo  and conditioner will be for 

every other day. So, happy trying people! :)

Deadly Statement

Just where did he learned that moves...

Gahh!  =///////=

The Me

Ok that girl is just like me O-O

As long as I can hide what's been

playing around in my heart, I'll do it

till the end. Haha ;)

It's Us

As the picture tells everything, so I won't

tell anything then. Just click for better view.

:3

You

I think I'm falling in love with you a little..

A little too much, a little too often, and

a little more everyday.

Thanx for lighting up my world like 

nobody else.

 Daisuki ne anata. Itsumo :)