First Call!

I've once said that he'll be punish if he falls 

asleep again when keeping me company 

during night time~

Guess what the punishment is??

He'll need to call me once a week~

Wuuhuhu.

And last night, he falls asleep again after

30 mins of staying awake, and waking up

in the morning with full of guilt. Hahaha.

I was just teasing him about punishing

him for that, but as he seemed to look

like bringing the game on, I said nevermind~

No need for it.

BUT! Suddenly he called me, right in the

middle of my cool and calm studies for

the upcoming test in an hour. Damn it!

My hands were suddenly frozen cold, and

my heart was beating frantically. Aaaa!

He ruined my peaceful morning with the

call T-T But, it also made my day for being

able to hear his voice. Hee >//////<

Talllll

Nahh... The picture above lies!

I'll never get to him even if I stand on

his feet and tiptoed.

Why? Cause he's damn talllll.

LOL. Just imagine, a 147cm girl 

and a 176cm guy. Err... o-o

But it's ok, we'll look cute together

that way. Right? Hehe :D

Moving on

Forget, Appreciate, and Look Forward.

Yeah, that are the three things that I got

to do now, and forever.

Forget the Romeo that used to be my

world. Even if our memories struck 

me every time our eyes met, I won't

give up on moving on. 

I admit that it was very hard the moment

I walked away from him, realizing that I

might not find someone else up till forever.

But hey, things happened for reasons. Yeah,

God knows what's best for us. He pulled me

away from him and finally gives me someone

far better. Whee~~~

So I'm gonna Appreciate my one and

only guy and never let go.

I'll Look Forward on what's gonna 

happen to us in the mean time, or the

future. I know God will always have the

right plan for us.

Thank you so much dear God :)

The Confession

Yeah~ He suddenly did the confession

when I asked him weird questions about

the "Mahal Kita" incident. Haha.

When, why, how. He answered all

clearly, but I was the one that asked

him wrongly. It's actually supposed

to be "since when" not "when". LOL

And tadaaa~ The confession was 

here, right after he answered the

"since when" question. Heee.

We finally made it clear to both of 

us tonight. Since he'll be leaving for

London in 10 days, I'll make use

of the time wisely.

Studies, eat, sleep, rest *chatting!*

We'll never be able to chat much in

4 months time because of the 12

hours time zone difference.. T-T

But he said he'll try to be online and

chat with me even for a while. Cause

even a while is good enough for him.

*Sobs*. Thanx dear :)

Camping at Sitiawan, Perak

We had a 4 days and 3 nights camping

for Bina Insan Guru (BIG) activity.

It was fine, up until we went for the

hiking at Engku Busu Hill, and 

kayak the other day.

My legs and hands felt like

they were about to fall apart. Omg..

I felt nothing except pain all over the

body, and it went worse at night T.T

All the time that I was there, I managed

to do something to lessen my pain on

missing him. Here it is :

Yeah~ I wrote his name at the back

of the file given. Hahaha.

So whenever I miss him, I would take

a glimpse at the name and smiled for

no reason. Lol.

I told him beforehand about the camping,

and that he can text or call me at night

since I'm bringing my phone along.

But he said "Nope...We'll see who's 

gonna text first." LOLOLLL

So you can see that he's as stubborn

as me and finally up till the end, he

didn't text or call me. Nahh~ It's ok

since he started the FB chat when I get back.

Whee~ :D

The Waits

He posted this 

And I replied this

It doesn't matter for how long it

will take, but when it's worth it, I will

surely wait. Don't worry dear :)

It Hurts

Yeah... I miss him so much that it hurts

like hell...

I thought I can go a day without having

my heart dying on missing him but

apparently, I was wrong. 

One moment, I was okay. Doing great

like a boss. But suddenly the missing

heart just came up unexpectedly and

he was nowhere to be found, either

in game or FB.

Damn it... I'm such a failure that I

can't stop myself from missing him

badly. T-T

The Story of Nuss and Kitshutake

How we met: 
In game of course, Lavalon Dragonica. He's a
super strong player, whereas I'm just a quarter of his. Haha
But since I'm inactive now, we mostly get together in FB chat.

How we get to know each other:
Well, it's all started when my close buddy there used Kitshu's
char (character) to marry with mine, Nuss. Just a kids play
actually. Three days later, I met the real owner of Kitshu  when
he plays his char back after a long time of break.

It was awkward at first, cause we never met. It was his buddy
that played Kitshu while he was gone. And when he's back, I
was so scared that he'll get mad at me for the marriage. LOL.
Luckily he didn't. He even helped me to do a long and tiring
quest that ends like in a split secs with his help. Haha

About him:
We got so much in common that I can hardly believe it o.o
Anime freak, anti-Runningman, love tidiness, mock the songs
that we hate and somehow happened to like it at the end,
get along with hard music genre.

Not only to me, but he's also so much alike as my dad O.O''
Good in cooking, never smoke, first son of the family, from
Johor, and keep tidiness up ahead. Omg... I remembered
clearly that each time I said about wanted someone like daddy,
 I'll imagine of instinction. I never thought that there'll come
someone just like him someday, like NOW. Haha

The differences:
As for now, I can only spot a few of them.
He likes black : Pink and white for me.
He can cook : I can too, a little...
Spongebob : Hate it.

Final words:
As I get to know him longer, I can say that he's actually an
egoistic person, but tends to throw it away for someone he
loves :)

He's also shy. His attempt in saying he loves me in Tagalog
language failed when I actually know the words. HAHA. Take
a look at the chatbox in the pic below :P

Mahal kin kita *I love u too* :)

Most of all, I might be his first girl if I am to be. Heee. I won't
take him for granted, and tried my best not to hurt him cause
I knew how it felt to get hurt over and over by our beloved
person. Thanx for making me feel the happiness of being love
by someone. :)

Opening up

I think... my heart is slowly opening up

for this someone. Uh...

I just don't know either this is the right

one for me, cause I'm still in a state

of confusion between my own heart

and feelings towards...'him'.

I just don't wanna get involve in this

love thingy ever again but my heart

just won't stop falling again and again..

And all I can do is... staying still and

not letting myself get caught. 

I miss you, get well soon you there :)