Movie

I watched a movie today. Yeah,

at my dearest laptop, not cinema.

I got too attached to the movie

that I got scared and felt like

a lost girl.

Well, it's a movie about a wife

being abused by her used-to-be

a loving husband. 

And I suddenly got scared. 

*crickets*

Nuuu. Such a scary movie 

that I couldn't think properly

after that. Sorry T-T

*bangs head at table*

Birthdayyy

Today is my dear beloved soulmate's

birthday. Soooo....

Happy 20th birthday my dear

husband to-be! Hee ^.^

May Allah bless u always and may 

u always be given strength to face 

the harsh days.

Well, my plan to be the last wisher

was kind of ruined when he suddenly

asked me things like..."Do u feel

like forgetting something?"

And when I said nopeee, he suddenly

went on to tell me what it is 

actually and thennnn ok I'm lazy to

tell more. But yeah, birthdayyy.

Sorry for me being unable to celebrate

it with u my dear love, as the 

distance is so jealous of us. But trust 

me, someday we will :)

Changes

We had some changes recently.

Actually, it's just one thing that's

changed and I believe that it's 

a good change.

I hope this will keep us on the 

fine track until the time comes for

us to be together for ever.

:)

The Meets

Third meet, first date, first movie everrrr
^w^

Yeah, it's my first time watching

movie in cinema, and to add the fun, it's

with my dear sweetheart. Whee ~

Then we had our dinner at a minor

food stall I guess. Well, it doesn't matter

to me as long as we eat together :D

I even invited him to my college event

andddd people were looking

at him like he's an alien. Loll. 

 I really appreciated it that you came all the

way just to meet me and spent some

little time together. Thanx dear...

 I heart you so damn much :')

Fourth

Whew~ What a dusty blog I guess?

Hee. I've been soooo damn lazy 

these days. Omg.. Forgive me readers

( if I even have one ) :P

Why the hell am I being so nice

to work on my blog today after I 

left it hanging for about... months? 

*jiggles*

Well becauseeee today our

fourth months of being together 

as a couple. Happy four months

dear ~ 

May Allah bless us and keep us

together until our hair turns grey. I 

love you so much and will never stop loving

you even though sometimes you

annoy me so damn much :P

Peace out!

Welcome Home!

It's been two months and now he's

finally back to Malaysia. Whee~

I welcomed him patiently at the

KLIA with my bestie event though

it took him quite some time to finish all

the process before we meet up.

So from my observation, he's so

thin and small but looks very cute 

while walking on the street :3

Then we straight away went to the

bus station for him to buy the ticket to

his home town in Johor. 

Our time is short so we didn't 

manage to hang out longer and

have fun laughing madly. T-T

But it's ok~ I feel good enough for

getting to meet him for the second 

time. Thank you Allah :)

Long time no see

Yeahhh long time no see dear

sekaip! *Skype* lmao

This time, our skype session end

in like four hours only. The record of

six hours is still in our hand. :P

Sooo his room mate came like out

of nowhere, and my sweetheart was like

turned into his serious looking mode.

Under disguise? haha ;)

But right when his room mate 

went out for stuffs, his sudden change

shocked me. lololl. 

There was like this heavenly

mode came out of his face and his

stare changed in a blink of an eye into a

loving one. Hee c:

Also, he kept smiling all the time

until we end up our skypeeee.

 I'm not gonna post his cute

smiling-for-no-reason face here cause

it's mine and for me only. Guhuhu.

Reason

I believe that everything happens

 for a reason. Absolutely.

We still got a long way to go.

Things happened so that we'll be

prepared for whatever kind of 

future we might encounter. 

I'll have faith in Allah's plan :']

Trust

Take years to build, and only

 a second to break.

Guess now I'm falling apart, 

bleeding, and yet trying my best 

not to stumble too much in life.

No one is worth the blame, 

cause things just happened.

Stay strong, and have faith in

everything that Allah have for me

 cause He knows best.

:)

Nikagetsu

Two months already. Thanx for the

wish dear. I never thought you would

say it in the first hand  :')

This two months might have been

filled with tears and arguments, but hey

good things come after bad right?

Out of all the fights, we came out 

stronger and even manage to colour 

our path with joyful happiness. 

Thank you Allah.. May You bless

our journey and keep us together 

until forever :']

p/s : You're beyond perfect c:

Unknown

I did give him a hard time again...

Uh... I don't know why but I just

happened to take things seriously and

being thrown away in silence anger.

I was trying damn hard not to treat 

him coldly and I manage to. I was lying

all the way with cute text message while

I was unknowingly hurt inside. 

It's my first lifetime experience to ever

 get involved in this confusing heart 

thingy. Girls are complicated after all..

Also, he's trying so hard to understand 

me being like that because of some

girl stuffs after having some talk with my

bestie. Ahh kawai desu! <3 p="">

Haze

It's so hazy. My body felt so weak

and tired after the morning class.

I even fall asleep during the lectures

after a long time haven't done it.

Ugh... I hope this hazy days will

end soon and the sun will shine it's

sparkling light endlessly like how it 

used to be c:

Grateful

I just can't help it, but I'll think of him

whenever I listened to a heart warming

song anywhere, everywhere.

And out of the musics that I play these

 days, he is always there in my heart.

Only then I'll be able to play the 

piece wholeheartedly.

I used to have my music dull and 

empty. I hardly felt anything towards any

songs that I play. All was torn apart by

a guy that broke me into pieces.

Gladly, I somehow manage to experience 

the indescribable feelings of having the music

in my heart once more after I met you.

Thank you so much my dear :)

The Change

Absolutely true. 

I tend to think negatively in a blink

when I think someone didn't act the way they

should. Negativity everywhere D:

But with him, I know I shouldn't behave

that way. I never should cause right now he's
very busy finishing his final projects.

So I need to stop acting like a brat

and support him when he's in need. 

 It's very hard to change this bad
habit of mine, but I have faith in myself.
I can do it! :)

Compilation

Wow, didn't realize that I've left my

blog for quite some time.. o.o

I got lots to be written here but hell

yeah, since the college re-open I got

not much time to write.

Instead of playing games, I'd rather

jump on my bed and sleep for how long

that I wanted to. Lol.

Too many things happened, but 

the most miraculous one for me is six

hours of Skype-ing him. Whee ~~

 He showed me a box of souvenir which
he already bought one for me. And guess
what? It's hella pricey. What the... -.-

He should use that money to eat as
much as he can instead of using it for
nothing. So stubborn D:<

And one more, he wanted to help
me improving my in game char so badly
that I nearly ended up sulking. Only then
he stop and let me be.

Please, I'm not a pro gamer or even an
awesome one, but I'm trying my best to
 prove that I can stand on my very
own feet till the end.

I don't need to be pampered and
showered with anything that can make
me undergo life easily. No.

Holding on to my pride and never let go
is just who I really am, and I'm proud of
myself. :)

Kawaii

For calling me up out of sudden, and have

 nothing to be told instead of missing me and

 listen to my voice before going to bed...

I never know he could be this cute! OwO;;

Oh dear...He might look like a super

adult on the outside, but actually he's like

a kid in need of love and attention.

Kawaii desu ~~

So I'm gonna give him as much love as he

 needs until he can't finally afford to bear the

 greatness of my overflowing love. 

Gaahahaha :P

Priceless

"I don't care who you are, where you're from,

what you did, as long as you love me..."

Yeah, a famous song from the boy band

Backstreet Boys long ago :D

I want nothing, I never ask for anything,

and I don't care if he's got nothing other

than his own self. 

Cause I love him for what he is, not

what he got. Understood dear? :)

Tears

We fought, we cried. Yeah, we both did.

I thought I was the only one, but

I was not alone..

I shed tears for my dumb act on him. As

 for him, it was because of his repeated 

mistakes on me. 

We cried, not because of our anger,

but in fact the tears came from our regret 

and sadness from hurting our beloved 

ones badly.

It was awful, but by that we knew

that we love each other so much. :')

My Fault

We had argument, and it's all because

of me. I was too selfish and childish..

His rage mode really scared me up 

and I had no idea what to do to make 

him feel better. I was such a failure..

But I'm glad that we somehow manage

to put up things back to normal. T-T

Pain made us grow up, and mistakes

made us improve ourself in a better way.

How I thanked you Allah for giving

us such experience. 

We're still learning to understand each 

other well and today was such an enormous 

experience for both of us..

I hope Allah will always show us the
way and bless us up until forever. :')

Settle Down

What? Now? LMOL

Nooo. There's still a long way to 

go for us both. Haha

But yeah, I'm glad that he's actually 

taking our relationship seriously and even

have me in his future planning. 

Thanx dear :)

I'm also praying that we'll be together

until our hair turn grey. :P

Tom Yam!

So yeah, I love tom yam and tom yam

tastes as great as any food can be! 

But my favourite of all is mushroom

tom yammmm. *Drool*

Omg just look at its reddish coloured

soup. Ahhh!! I miss u so bad tom yam T-T

Too bad I can only eat this at the

restaurant near my college. Now I'm at 

home for two weeks...

And my allowance for the next semester

seems like won't allowing me to

eat tom yam anymore... The price..*sobs*

Tadaima!

So here I am after a few weeks of going

all quiet and no news of me and my life.

It's been a hectic week of things and

events to be attended on and I was fully

tired of all these things. Seriously...

But things aren't going to stop neither

of us to bloom and keep our love on the

track each days. Hee ~

We even got a few conflicts but yeah, 

that's what we called life. Never been too

easy and free after all.

We made mistakes and learned our right

ways from them. We improved and even tried

our best in this long distance relationship.

And since it's holiday, I can be here for 

him as much as he want. No tight schedule

and crappy phone line anymore. Yeah!

And oh, by the way...I've gained 2 kg in

just a week. OMGee. Just what have I

been eating actually? Er... o_O''

Sorry

I didn't meant to change, or be like 

other typical girls out there.

It's just...that's my nature and one of
 my true colours inside me. I might have let it
slipped away without noticing it.

My deepest apologize...

But that only happens with my family,

best friends, and those who are close to

me. Not just with anyone. 

But I'll try not to let it slip away

next time.  :')

.

Just so you know...

Your voice is my favourite music,

and your laughter is my antidote. 

I dearly heart you. :)

For Funnn

So I came back from the exam room,

open my dear laptop and searched for the

online mp3 splitter to cut a certain song 

as contact ringtone. Just for fun ~

But guess what? It reached my ear in no 

time when he called and wake me
up easily from my deep sleep. Lol :P

The One

Yeah, it's true.

I've been looking for about 6 years

and having my heart all torn apart from all the

wrong guys that I've met.

Then I gave up on love completely and

got dwell up in gaming world.

I enjoyed most of my time there, and have lots 

of awesome friend. I just wanted to play all

day long and enjoy the crazy fun.

But I've never thought of meeting the

other part of my heart there.

Funny isn't it? Love comes at the most 

unexpected time when I wasn't even looking.

And to me, he's perfect. We talk and

argue like best friends, but we are so in 

love. True.

 :')

Day

Comment, chat, talk, Skype.

None of the above will be up for today.

I have to, we have to...All for the sake

of my studies for the upcoming exam.

My day would turn gray but it's

ok...We'll get through this together :')

So I will study well~! yeahh

Sekaip

So here I am, Skype-ing with the thief

of my heart...again. Hee :')

Kawaii c:

So what's with the keyboard? :P

Deadly glare  O//////O

Point of View

For saying that I look far better in person

than in photos, I think his eyes might went

wrong somewhere? Hee ;)

The Music

Music is one of the things that has been

lighting up my world since forever I think.

Yeah, during kids time I watched anime

a lot, and got drifted away in anime songs 

like Sailormoon, Dragonball GT, Digimon.

Speaking of Digimon, I like the series

so damn much!! They're so cool *u*

OK, now back to the story ~ 

As time went on, I started to know 

about instrumental musician like Yiruma

for instance. And also adorable songs

like Canon. Yeah! All started in my high school

years.

Then after I finished my big exam, SPM

I met with this friend of mine in game. He's the 

one that brought me to the liking of metal songs.

But my favourite music of all time is the

hip and funky songs. Whee~ It's either English

song, or Japanese pop as long as they're

fun and awesome to be heard of :D

But there's actually this one song that I 

listen to in certain times. The slow and heart

warming love song. Guhuhu. That kind of

songs will catch my ears ONLY when I am

deeply in love. Like.. now :P

Video Call vs Skype

We had our first vc today ~ Hee

Right when we're about to end our phone call,
he asked me to be on FB. I straight away
 sensed that he wanted to make a vc. Haha.

I even said "What? Not enough of a phone 

call, now u wanna vc? Miss me badly already?"

And he just LOL-ed at me. Guhuhu. I

knew it. He did miss me damn much. Whee :P

So we did the vc. But since the features 

aren't that good, we switched to Skype, 

which was absolutely even better ~!

 He looked damn cool in his shabby

anime hairstyle and all dressed up in black,

whereas me...I don't know.. Looked like

a zombie maybe? O-O

No make up, no eye liner, and nothing. It's

just me and my bare face. Damn it... I wonder 

if he see through my pimple. Nuuu!! D:

Lame World

In times, there'll always come a moment

where people are all against our life.

Same things happened to me now.

As I am running through a new happy 

moments in my life journey, there comes

people that are hoping for everything to 

come to an end. 

Things got even harder with my parents

that went on giving me hard times on

all the advices of studies and this love thingy.

People are trying to say that I can't make it

in life if I got two things at a time.

 It's like, if I'm going for my studies, so go 

ahead. I got to leave my one and only love

 for the sake of it.

Duh..what is this all about? Are all people

that are madly in love will fail in every other

things that they are doing in life? 

I DON'T THINK SO.

Even if I fall, that got nothing to do with

boys. It's either I'm lazy or damn hardworking

to study all those mind sucker books.

Got it? Thanx.

The Names

I've never heard he called my name directly

at the airport, or on the phone. Haha.

It's not a big deal, but I just wanna hear 

it sometimes. So I made him to call my full

name, and my nickname yesterday on the phone.

And, whee~~~ He did it! Even it took

a bit of time. Well, nervous maybe? :P

But he said  I need to call him by the name

 too since I've made him to earlier. omg~

I thought it was just a simple task, but it

was actually not as easy as it seemed!

Guess what? I took longer time from him

to do it. Uhh... Shame on me =.=

Why??! My heart was beating crazily

over his name. Duh....

COME ON ARRYN, IT WAS JUST

A NAME. GET YOURSELF TOGETHER!

*sips tea calmly*

True Colours

Someone ever told me to never get mad at

my dear one, but I seem to fail it at one point.

It all happened when he late in calling me

during night time, and only sent me text message

at about 3.00 in the morning, which I was 

supposed to go to bed normally.

But I didn't. Why? Cause I was waiting 

for him. I thought he fall asleep, and forgot

to call me. I tried to be positive.

Suddenly he send me text message saying

he's super busy today and might not have 

time to call me. He even told me to sleep.

With the long text from him, I did understand

that his schedule today was so packed and

I shouldn't get mad at him for that. It's not

his fault...

But I somehow get mad cause he didn't text

me earlier, so that I could go to bed earlier..

Seeing my cold comments in FB, he made 

a call. I didn't picked up for knowing 

my rage mode was at the peak of the mountain.

Haha. But he called again. Wow~~ Didn't

expect it though. Hee.

So we talked with my rage mode on the line,

 but he somehow manage to make me laugh with

his nonsense and funny talking. LOL

Thanx for accepting me for who I am. I

hope he won't run away knowing that there's

a lot more to be found in me...

The imperfect me + The perfect him = Only God knows.

Suits Me Well

I'm wearing the LUCT t-shirt that he gave

me yesterday. Seems to suit me perfectly ~

I'll wear it every time I miss you...anata :')

The Meet

Also considered as our first date maybe? :P

We met at the KLIA. I went there to send
 him for the abroad studies in London as
he asked me to come. Even it's a bit hard,
I still came :)

I was very nervous at first when he's searching

for me.. I can barely hear other sounds around

me except the beating of my heart. Lol.

I thought I was going to die from the

over blood pump rates to the heart. Haha.

But then everything was going on smoothly. I

also get along with her mother in a short

period of time. Didn't expect it though..

So here we are, standing side by side, He's

so tall that I had to lift up my head a bit to talk

to him. And he'll lower down his head to

 hear me loud and clear :']

Hadalabo

It's a Japan product that comes along under 

the name of Mentholatum. I think so..

Well, that's not important. What comes

first is the effectiveness of this product.

I've been using Hadalabo Moisturising

Lotion for about two months and the

result turns out great! 

My face used to be so dry right after coming 

back from Perhentian Island. Even my facial cleanser 

which I adored so much couldn't bring the 

dryness away T-T

But as time flies, I came to see Hadalabo

been commercialised everywhere~ So I did

some research and even Youtube-ing it. Hee.

I finally bought it and guess what? It made my

 skin super soft and moisturised even from 

the first use. Love it so damn much! :D

Herbal Essences

So these are what I've been using on my

hair recently, and they work out really well.

The smells are totally great, and the leave in cream

is what's helping the most in making the hair silky

smooth.

As for the shampoo and conditioner, both work

out well in creating nice, bouncy hair texture.

I'm also thinking of trying out their serum for

the best result maybe? Hehe.

For me, my daily hair routine would be the serum

and leave in cream right after my bath. 

The shampoo  and conditioner will be for 

every other day. So, happy trying people! :)

Deadly Statement

Just where did he learned that moves...

Gahh!  =///////=

The Me

Ok that girl is just like me O-O

As long as I can hide what's been

playing around in my heart, I'll do it

till the end. Haha ;)

It's Us

As the picture tells everything, so I won't

tell anything then. Just click for better view.

:3

You

I think I'm falling in love with you a little..

A little too much, a little too often, and

a little more everyday.

Thanx for lighting up my world like 

nobody else.

 Daisuki ne anata. Itsumo :)

First Call!

I've once said that he'll be punish if he falls 

asleep again when keeping me company 

during night time~

Guess what the punishment is??

He'll need to call me once a week~

Wuuhuhu.

And last night, he falls asleep again after

30 mins of staying awake, and waking up

in the morning with full of guilt. Hahaha.

I was just teasing him about punishing

him for that, but as he seemed to look

like bringing the game on, I said nevermind~

No need for it.

BUT! Suddenly he called me, right in the

middle of my cool and calm studies for

the upcoming test in an hour. Damn it!

My hands were suddenly frozen cold, and

my heart was beating frantically. Aaaa!

He ruined my peaceful morning with the

call T-T But, it also made my day for being

able to hear his voice. Hee >//////<

Talllll

Nahh... The picture above lies!

I'll never get to him even if I stand on

his feet and tiptoed.

Why? Cause he's damn talllll.

LOL. Just imagine, a 147cm girl 

and a 176cm guy. Err... o-o

But it's ok, we'll look cute together

that way. Right? Hehe :D

Moving on

Forget, Appreciate, and Look Forward.

Yeah, that are the three things that I got

to do now, and forever.

Forget the Romeo that used to be my

world. Even if our memories struck 

me every time our eyes met, I won't

give up on moving on. 

I admit that it was very hard the moment

I walked away from him, realizing that I

might not find someone else up till forever.

But hey, things happened for reasons. Yeah,

God knows what's best for us. He pulled me

away from him and finally gives me someone

far better. Whee~~~

So I'm gonna Appreciate my one and

only guy and never let go.

I'll Look Forward on what's gonna 

happen to us in the mean time, or the

future. I know God will always have the

right plan for us.

Thank you so much dear God :)

The Confession

Yeah~ He suddenly did the confession

when I asked him weird questions about

the "Mahal Kita" incident. Haha.

When, why, how. He answered all

clearly, but I was the one that asked

him wrongly. It's actually supposed

to be "since when" not "when". LOL

And tadaaa~ The confession was 

here, right after he answered the

"since when" question. Heee.

We finally made it clear to both of 

us tonight. Since he'll be leaving for

London in 10 days, I'll make use

of the time wisely.

Studies, eat, sleep, rest *chatting!*

We'll never be able to chat much in

4 months time because of the 12

hours time zone difference.. T-T

But he said he'll try to be online and

chat with me even for a while. Cause

even a while is good enough for him.

*Sobs*. Thanx dear :)

Camping at Sitiawan, Perak

We had a 4 days and 3 nights camping

for Bina Insan Guru (BIG) activity.

It was fine, up until we went for the

hiking at Engku Busu Hill, and 

kayak the other day.

My legs and hands felt like

they were about to fall apart. Omg..

I felt nothing except pain all over the

body, and it went worse at night T.T

All the time that I was there, I managed

to do something to lessen my pain on

missing him. Here it is :

Yeah~ I wrote his name at the back

of the file given. Hahaha.

So whenever I miss him, I would take

a glimpse at the name and smiled for

no reason. Lol.

I told him beforehand about the camping,

and that he can text or call me at night

since I'm bringing my phone along.

But he said "Nope...We'll see who's 

gonna text first." LOLOLLL

So you can see that he's as stubborn

as me and finally up till the end, he

didn't text or call me. Nahh~ It's ok

since he started the FB chat when I get back.

Whee~ :D

The Waits

He posted this 

And I replied this

It doesn't matter for how long it

will take, but when it's worth it, I will

surely wait. Don't worry dear :)

It Hurts

Yeah... I miss him so much that it hurts

like hell...

I thought I can go a day without having

my heart dying on missing him but

apparently, I was wrong. 

One moment, I was okay. Doing great

like a boss. But suddenly the missing

heart just came up unexpectedly and

he was nowhere to be found, either

in game or FB.

Damn it... I'm such a failure that I

can't stop myself from missing him

badly. T-T

The Story of Nuss and Kitshutake

How we met: 
In game of course, Lavalon Dragonica. He's a
super strong player, whereas I'm just a quarter of his. Haha
But since I'm inactive now, we mostly get together in FB chat.

How we get to know each other:
Well, it's all started when my close buddy there used Kitshu's
char (character) to marry with mine, Nuss. Just a kids play
actually. Three days later, I met the real owner of Kitshu  when
he plays his char back after a long time of break.

It was awkward at first, cause we never met. It was his buddy
that played Kitshu while he was gone. And when he's back, I
was so scared that he'll get mad at me for the marriage. LOL.
Luckily he didn't. He even helped me to do a long and tiring
quest that ends like in a split secs with his help. Haha

About him:
We got so much in common that I can hardly believe it o.o
Anime freak, anti-Runningman, love tidiness, mock the songs
that we hate and somehow happened to like it at the end,
get along with hard music genre.

Not only to me, but he's also so much alike as my dad O.O''
Good in cooking, never smoke, first son of the family, from
Johor, and keep tidiness up ahead. Omg... I remembered
clearly that each time I said about wanted someone like daddy,
 I'll imagine of instinction. I never thought that there'll come
someone just like him someday, like NOW. Haha

The differences:
As for now, I can only spot a few of them.
He likes black : Pink and white for me.
He can cook : I can too, a little...
Spongebob : Hate it.

Final words:
As I get to know him longer, I can say that he's actually an
egoistic person, but tends to throw it away for someone he
loves :)

He's also shy. His attempt in saying he loves me in Tagalog
language failed when I actually know the words. HAHA. Take
a look at the chatbox in the pic below :P

Mahal kin kita *I love u too* :)

Most of all, I might be his first girl if I am to be. Heee. I won't
take him for granted, and tried my best not to hurt him cause
I knew how it felt to get hurt over and over by our beloved
person. Thanx for making me feel the happiness of being love
by someone. :)

Opening up

I think... my heart is slowly opening up

for this someone. Uh...

I just don't know either this is the right

one for me, cause I'm still in a state

of confusion between my own heart

and feelings towards...'him'.

I just don't wanna get involve in this

love thingy ever again but my heart

just won't stop falling again and again..

And all I can do is... staying still and

not letting myself get caught. 

I miss you, get well soon you there :)

Herbalife Tea Mix

Guess what? The always-sleepy-me

is finally gone~! ^ . ^

Wuuhu, thanx to Herbalife!

Now I can concentrate fully on

what the lecturer are blabbering

about. LOL

But yeah, seriously, I've never felt

this good. I wanna show them that

my decision is never wrong on

consuming Herbalife.

Without this tea, I will never survive

in this greatly sleepy and boring class!

Alhamdulillah~ Thank you Herbalife :D

Herbalife Shake Recipe!

Here I am with the shakes recipe~

I came out with this simple great idea

along with my buddy. 

So here are the ingredients :

300 ml cold water

1 tbl Choc shake powder

1 tbl Strawberry shake powder

1 tbl Protein powder

1 tbl Crushed oreo cookies 

(add to flavour)

1 tbl plain Nestum
(can add more if you want)

Then, just shake well until it all mixed

up~ and Tadaaaa!!! Now you can

enjoy your super delicious shake! ^.^

This is just a simple recipe for

college students that don't have

any appliances like home does. haha

I'm thinking of adding fruits later 

on. Banana maybe? :)))

Violin

Good day everyone~ It's after rain

time with such a cold breezy wind~

I was just about to have a date with

my dearest violin... but my room mate

is sleeping soundly. Mhm... -.-

Maybe next time will do.. I miss

you so much Scream! ---> my violin's

name. LOL ;)

Live Without You..

So I'm in a process of trying to live without

Dragonica~ oh my.... Will I survive this at least

until this week end? Hope so! D:

I'll miss you a lot Dragonica!! T-T

Oh and I heard something about that

Romeo~!! He's still messing up with

the "Juliet" that I used to hate so much.

*actually, I still didn't come to liking her yet*

But, heyy???!

Why the hell should I give a damn? Duhhh.

Mysterious Gift Sender?

Soooo I received a birthday gift 

via my classmate, saying that "someone"

gave it to me O:

And it's KINDER BUENO~!

Whee~ I wonder who is this

"someone". Mhm... But since I

can't eat too much sweet things, I'll

just keep it for now :)))

Whoever you are, thanx a lot yea? ^^

Nuuuuu

It's already the 2nd time for this week...

And tonight's gonna be my last night

at home, yet this is finally what's happening.

it's been 6 hours already..

Ahhhhh!! T_T

Berserker!

Finally~! I did it to 3rd job change, from

Myrmidon ---> Berserker! (^w^)

Credits to Malaysian players 

(RockShoter, and sLicKs)

for all their big help! 1 Malaysia~

So now, I'm going to think of a way

on making my main char strong and

invincible~ Lolll :P

Also, not to forget in levelling my

other char for soul farming. Wuuhu~

Chasper

Yeah, he's my game partner a.k.a

in game couple. Haha.

This pic was taken after a few days

of him going offline. Awh...miss him :(

He said he got school. I bet he's

not going to online much like before.

Aside from my guild, Pancasila 

(the one above my name, Nuss) he

also helped me a lot. 

I hardly pay any attention to him at 

first, but as time goes on, his kindness

met my heart a bit. Hee~~

Well, it's ok. I think in game love isn't

as dangerous as real life love. Haha :)