thanx

that's my status at gaia

why? cause he gave me a present (in gaia)

simple and cheap

but it means everything to me

see? how stupid i am

i knew it means nothing to him but...

awh... u know.. when people are in love, even

the smallest thing that he did for u means

like universe :>

though he didn't know that i fall for him, i'm

still being stupid. damn = ~=

HIM AGAIN

i still can't get over him

i tried to poof from him, but it lasts

for 3 days only

D;

what the heck is going on with me!!

this is making my head go round

and round

and he kept going on with his nonsence

talking~ but i just follow his flow -__-

cause i really3 miss him T-T

i hate myself....and hate him...for making

me miss him -.-

Go Mi Nam

my brother went home last night

from Shah Alam with his fiancee

but what got me going half crazy was

the longing for Go Mi Nam!

that's my pet, hamster ;D

oh!! how i missed Go Mi Nam since she's

been kidnapped to S.A by ablong. LULZ

and it seemed like she's missing me too!

cause the moment i put her home at the

floor, her nose was like sniffing out from her

cute pink penthouse

then i touched her nose * awh!!!so cute! *

out of the blue, she ran out from her

penthouse, and gasping for my hand

aww~~~~ and she quickly climbed to my

hand when i put mine in front of her

Go Mi Nam! u're always so cute! i LOVE u!! :D

sem 1 exam - ended *so do him*

Alhamdulillah~

a bunch of thanks to Allah and my

friends for helping me during our

ups and down in studies

i could answer the exam II questions

easily

and not to forget about Abg Syaraff who

gave us final tips at the eleventh hour

thanx soooooo much! ^o^

oh, and....him... yeah, the thief of my heart

i decided to forget him cause... i think

i'm wasting my time towards him

he didn't even notice my feelings i think

or he noticed, but pretended like nothing

is rolling in my heart

maybe because...he got nothing for me

that's why. and i understood. so, farewell :)

" letting u go is hard.

but it's a must.

so i won't die.

bye "

:D

yay~ everything's back to normal

it was just a misunderstanding

he wasn't mad at me

just the internet thingy

:>

*went on studying happily*

actually, *sleep* >.<

nuuu!!!

magosh....

i don't know why but i think he's mad at me

we're talking about our old times in gaia

and suddenly... a topic went out

and he's like... mad..? or sad..?

idk!!!

then i said sorry...and he went off9

o.o;

this seem's like a serious matter..

i...don't like this... he's making me crazy

why is he taking that so serious?

i'm so damn puzzled now

please don't be like this... i'm truly sorry if i

hurt your feeling

throw me your anger instead of silence T-T

again..

he did that again

=.=

yeah, THAT again

M.I.A

even his gaia wasn't on..

and tomorrow is my last paper...

my heart isn't at ease now that

he went poof-ing

; ~;

music 1 exam - OK!

Alhamdulillah~!! i managed to answer all the

question even with my sweaty hands

lulz

thank God Asraf didn't call out for my name

and asked me for the answers -___-;;

credit goes to mie and sya~ (ciksyapunyer.blogspot)

without them, i can never perform this great

love u guyz!! ^o^

blog make-up

i put some blusher on my blog

how does it look?

ok? haha~

floating pink blusher ^.^

love it <3

M.I.A

he went missing for about 2 hours i think

and i already missed him like hell

-.-

eff... why am i turning out this way...?

mhm...i guess it can't be helped

i will never get over him after what i've gone

through today

well...daaa? i didn't spam him or chat him for

two days

i thought i was doing just fine until he suddenly

poofed (deactivate acc)

and i was like " what the hell is happening?! "

-.- awh.... i'm so pathetic D;<

mhm..

it's Friday and it's so boring!

last night, the unknown guy endlessly asked

for my picture

-.- the efff...! he's no one to get my pic

and he's so....idk...i think he's one of a

kind of a bad-guy

i can sense it. but i didn't follow his flow

just wait till i'm home...i'll dump him straightly

block his number. he don't deserve me ;)

i text him back just because i'm soooo boring

no one to be texted T-T

BM is oooooover~~~

ok, now it's over for BM

only left PJ and Music

magosh...i answered a question carelessly

T-T

efff.....!

i hope it wouldn't affect my grades

-.-

friends

ok~ now i've decided to pull off my feelings for him

why?

because...i think he got a girlfriend

oh well, it's a logical think that a handsome

and cool guy would have one

and it's gonna be weird if he don't have a gf

i think we'll be good in friends mode :)

:(

i thought we'll be having a huge and non-stop

conversation once he's here

but i was wrong..

i got so much things on my side 2 be said

it's just...i don't know where and how

to start

and i felt like we're kind of apart now

everything is starting to change...

how i miss our old time ; w;

yay!

he buzz me at fb chat once he's on9

xD

and i was like yyyaaaayy! lol

i got tons of things to throw at him

but the slow internet connection ruins everything

-___-;;

er...progress?

man....he's not on9 for the whole day

and i missed him like hell

omg...how i hate this kind of feeling

it's making my life miserable

-_-

when he's on9 during night, the conversation

seems to have some....progress....?

awh...idk!!! idk if he's just playing around with me

either it's just a joke or what

but i just go with the flow, without taking it

as a serious matter >.<

him

the unknown guy is now gone

but the thief of my heart is still here

i'm trying my best to avoid anything

that would make my heart race towards him

putting on too much hope will drive me

to agony someday

so, i better be prepared for the worst

i've had enough of this -.-

in the mops

i hate how myself is right now

i was thinking too much about him..

hoping for something that is not gonna happen

people are right

when we're too happy, tomorrow we'll be in the mops

rite...-.-

what am i thinking?!! just who am i to him??

nothing i guess...just an acquaintance

so, *giving a big beatch slap to self*

WAKE UP! T-T

pfft

that mysterious guy texted me again

and i was being an emo with him

let's see how far will he go for this childish game

>3

exam hell week

humph....it's the week of exam..again

how i've forgotten the feeling of sitting for exam

after the school thingy ended

;3 but i haven't started studying hard yet

n an unknown guy called me last nite

nah...oldies i think. n trying 2 get 2 noe me

what the foo... n i was fooling around with him

like...giving him such ridiculous infos about me

xD

at first, i thought dat he was my collegue but when i

tricked him with the exam for next week, he seems to be so....

BLANK? ._.

lolololololollll dat was soooo fun~!

nyahahaaaa~~~