ex...?

it's a creep when your ex suddenly trying to be kind to u

haha

never thought that he remembered our childhood old times

idk what's his true intention

like...he kept bugging me at fb chat for 2 days

then, he kept on being quiet for the next day

until now

what? trying 2 play tug-of-war?

well, i'm not the kind of girl that will fall for the same person twice

even if he's damn hot. nah....

Mr. A will always be the first in my heart :D

Qiyamullail

it was my second time doing qiyamullail for my entire life

we performed solat tahajjud first, followed by solat sunat tasbih

now, now...that second one was damn challenging

early in the peaceful morning (4am)~

with the damn heavy eyes... e.e

i survived for the whole solat sunat tasbih but failed on the last SUJUD

i bend down to the earth, not coming up for quite some time

>.<

i could feel my body moving right and left

LULZ

i came 2 my senses n looked around without reciting the salam

gah....what a shame Dx

it was my EPIC FAIL -.-

going good

we didn't interact much today

well, it's good because i was hoping it to be this way

so that i will remain to be myself

:)

keyboard - rock guitar duet

it was such a blast

i was playing his keyboard and he suddenly did the accompaniment

aaaaahhh~~~

my heart jumped out to the rhythm

but then, i awoke from the oh-so-happy moment

right after the song ended,

i walked away...

to keep my heart safe and sound

from even a single uncontrolled heartbeat

>.<

NOTES TO SELF : he's taken. keep this feeling away

Distance, oh distance

i'm trying 2 keep my distance on the track with him

can't lose my cool and get busted

but... yeah.. whenever i tried 2 be apart from him

God pulls us closer

awh.....

don't lose track, Arina! he's just a buddy.

so...yeah! a buddy will always be one

not more than that :)

oh happy2 day ~

happy day of me~

i wore a different hijab style today

it's one of a kind of an express hijab

coz i was lazy to iron other tudung =w=

i thought he didn't realize it..

but opposite thing happened!

jeng jeng jeng~~~

he complimented me! yay!

he said it when i wasn't paying my attention to him

i heard it, but still i pardoned him

n he changed the topic~ saying about his lil sibling

haha~

Music Dance Club

i joined the first practise today n it was damn cool!!

we were a bit blurr when kak Jamie suddenly played The Taxi

by SNSD and asked us 2 dance according 2 the beat

any dance could be

but i was blank n didn't do much >.<

when she started the coreography lessons,

the class became more heated up and fun

i was burning with spirits 2 dance which i haven't in quite some time

yeah, it was fun and i ended up being tired but happy ^.^

Heartbeat... awh... -..-

my heart started 2 pound frantically when i see him

it wasn't like this b4

i didn't know when it started

arrghh!! stop it!! he will remain and can only be a buddy!!

i've 2 stay away from a taken boy (him)

please...just accept this bitter reality already, Arina Mastura

awh.....i hate this kind of feelings

coz it'll leave me in agony =..=

puasa time~

it was the first day of puasa yet i couldn't join them..

T___T

i always got the happening feelings for the 1st puasa

...only this year... awh....... =.=

but still, i'll go and BOMB the bazaaar with my fwends!!

ahhh!! murtabak, air soya, kueh lopez~ here i cooooome!!