Disappointed

Hell yeah, that's how I felt when he

didn't trust me. 

This time, I acted differently than our

past fights.

I mean, I couldn't really tell if this is

a fight or what.

Cause I just acted differently from before.

I didn't throw tantrum, or harshly telling
him any words of anger. 

It's just... Mhm...Well, maybe I can tell that this

is how I acted in a state of disappointment. 

I'd rather stay quiet and not saying

a single thing. 

And again, he came to me, trying to make 

things better.

I'm glad that he's trying to save our 

friendship. Thanx :')

Old

Sometimes, stories that are not even being
told anymore can shake off your world.

That's what happening to me now.

He saw the old comments of me and an

old crush of mine. Oh come on...just comments.

He didn't make a fuss but hello? It's

not like I just get to know him yesterday.

I knew he was disappointed, but he's

not in my shoes. As I said, we're only

FRIENDS, not more than that.

No need to go all deeply emotional.

Know what? I'm tired of all these things

that finally will make me look like a bad girl.

I'm done. Yeah, u are totally right. All
 problems came from FB. 

So the deactivation of my FB account 

will keep me away from any problem.

For the time being, I guess this

is the wisest decision to be done. :)

Pride

It's been 4 days without any chat

or texts from him, yet I felt nothing.

Did I miss him? Mhm... I don't think so.

Did I feel lonely? Mhm.. Yeah, he always made

me feel that way since the Merdeka event.

Did I feel angry? Well... Of course. How could

he left me for days without anything to be

heard from him? Duh...

Did he expect me to be the one texting

him in the first hand? Uh huh..

NEVER

I will only text him first when something

bad was going up between us. Lulz :P

During the 3rd day, I felt like missing him

so much, but when I heard a new story of

him and his serial liker...I was totally mad.

And eventually, when my anger took control,

the part of me that misses him suddenly
fades away.

So in the end, victory is mine~He finally
sent me texts in the evening of 4th
day. Haha~ I win!!!