May 29, 2012

I'm doing great :D

So here are the safety precautions that I took
to maintain the good shape of my heart
and stop if from bleeding over again.

1) Stop stalking their fb.
2)  Unsubscribe them.
3) Go off9 to him on chat.
4) Close the news feed box.
* so that I will not see anything that he's doing*

And now I felt so peace. Their lovey dovey
comments surely tear my heart apart
the last time I saw it.

That was when I decided to take these actions.

I don't wanna bleed every time I'm fb-ing.

This feels so damn right. Chill ^_^

May 26, 2012

again.. uh..

I'm facing it again, over and over

This is just not going to an end

I saw their chat (sorry, but it was in news feed) :b

And knew something,,, a heart broken thing 

I'm ahead of her in knowing him

But yeah... I take it as..we're not meant for
each other

Tears brimmed when I stalked further and saw
that..most of her pics were 'like' by him

So it's proven now. Bye2 romeo 

Sorry cause I ever love you :)

May 24, 2012

mid sem break

mhm... I used to like semester break so much.

but now since I fall for him, I don't
want semester break to happen.

T-T

because we'll be far apart, and I 
can't see him everyday like in class..

sob3. but nah... I'll take that as a
challenge to myself

usually, my crush on someone will 
eventually stop when we didn't
meet for a moment

so... I am wondering if he is just a minor 
crush, or a true crush that will make 
me go mad during this mid sem break 

haha. we'll see about that ;)

May 23, 2012

misunderstanding

haha. it's just an epic misunderstanding 

whee~~~! 

she's just an ordinary girl to him

the way he told me about her seems like 
she's kind of annoying to him

the bad words uttered by him along
the story were uncountable

haha. so it means that... I can still like him :>

because he's no one's private 
and limited boyfriend 

lololollll. 

now I regretted (a bit) for throwing
all the things about him to
the dustbin.. v.v


May 20, 2012

apparently, he got someone..

I really didn't know about this until the moment
that I stalked his old FB posts

And found out that...he gave a girl a red rose on behalf
of their new friendship

It's on 6th Feb, but I didn't think that's an old story

They might have been contacting each other all this while

And I'm just too stupid to think that he loves me

We just have been gossiped for a month and I already
fall for him

The way he used to treat me made me felt that I'm
a someone to him..

Seriously... why did my friend told me that he loves me. urgh..

Now that I fall for him, I have to endure all this heart 
broken pain...again.... -_-

May 12, 2012

he raged me up,,,again..

It's nothing's serious actually

I don't care even a bit about the fucking sleep thingy

But it's the promise. He broke his promise

And not even a single "sorry" came from his mouth

Funny how a word can make me fall apart
 
Sorry seems to be the hardest word to him

He's such an egoistic guy -_-

But the more I hate him, the more I miss him... damn..