crush? buddies?

my heart started to beat crazily again

every little time that i spent with him

made my heart thumped frantically

yah, i know, i knowww

it's always me that started to feel the... idk...

crush thingy? -..-

the feelings grow stronger each day 

and guess what? I..EFFIN..HATE..THIS

why can't my heart be at ease for just a moment?

i mean, for at least a month... urgh..

hate crush. it's making me go insane, craving for him

more and more ... 

AND I DON'T WANT TO TURN MY BACK ON MY BUDDIES JUST FOR A BOY -.-

heart break *it never ends*

i thought we can be more than just friends

he's so kind, and sweet

but i guess it's me that's taking it too much

yeah, i fall for someone easily

yet, i forget that someone easily too

i'm trying to face the truth right now

it's hurting me badly these few days

so i guess this is the end~ 

a fine companion

had finally come to fill up my empty life

he's one of the same type as me

the one who likes to use emotes in pm

and he's very kind :D

i hope our friendship will last long

^_^

apology accepted?

he, who once hurts me deeply

had now come

and seek for my forgiveness

but he's using a third party

what the... i would surely accept his apology

ONLY IF he'd be a gentleman by doing it

face to face

but now.... it's not happening that gentle way

should i, or shouldn't i accept his apology? v.v

no more hopes

gahh

it's all ruined in a day

the guy that i was putting all my hopes

on had disappoint me

i just don't know...if i did wrong somewhere

in our conversation

but he rarely text me the the next day

and he went dead silence on the fb chat too

=w=

i was about to call him, but...nah.. i'm a girl

i wasn't supposed to do that at the

first place, right? -.-

so...i believe my mr right will come...

sooner or later.. i will just wait =.=