GoMiNam, RIP T-T

last night, we went shopping until 9pm

right when we're home, i went straight

upstairs and went online at gaia

late at night, i went to get some food

at the kitchen

Gominam was quiet that night. there's no sound

of her playing the toys

i didn't take a glimpse at her and went to bed

tomorrow morning, i went to check on her

she was sleeping at the corner of the cage

i called out for her with cute voice like i

always did when i called her

she didn't catch up to me like usual o;

then, i shook her cage a bit

still, she didn't move

something crossed my mind

just then that i knew that she's...dead.. T_T

*my eyes are watery while writing this*

i should've go see her that night, for the

very last time

kuso.... i'm so terribly sorry Gominam

for letting u be in the misery of death..alone..

sorry... that i didn't have the chance to let u play

the toys that u like; that i didn't gave u much

food like usual coz i was always with gaia; that i

didn't have the chance to change ur bedding,

that i didn't gave u much dried strawberry which

u liked sooo much T_T

sorry.... sorry... sorry... T_T

what's done is done... if i can turn back the time... if u show

any weird sign that ur leaving me... i'll give u sooo

damn much attention Gominam.. T_T

wait.. i think u've shown me some weird

signs. it's just me... that was blind and

being ignorance to u lately -_-

i'll love u till death. no more pet for me

it'll be only u. forever and ever Go Mi Nam.. I love u T_T