Disappointed

Hell yeah, that's how I felt when he

didn't trust me. 

This time, I acted differently than our

past fights.

I mean, I couldn't really tell if this is

a fight or what.

Cause I just acted differently from before.

I didn't throw tantrum, or harshly telling
him any words of anger. 

It's just... Mhm...Well, maybe I can tell that this

is how I acted in a state of disappointment. 

I'd rather stay quiet and not saying

a single thing. 

And again, he came to me, trying to make 

things better.

I'm glad that he's trying to save our 

friendship. Thanx :')

Old

Sometimes, stories that are not even being
told anymore can shake off your world.

That's what happening to me now.

He saw the old comments of me and an

old crush of mine. Oh come on...just comments.

He didn't make a fuss but hello? It's

not like I just get to know him yesterday.

I knew he was disappointed, but he's

not in my shoes. As I said, we're only

FRIENDS, not more than that.

No need to go all deeply emotional.

Know what? I'm tired of all these things

that finally will make me look like a bad girl.

I'm done. Yeah, u are totally right. All
 problems came from FB. 

So the deactivation of my FB account 

will keep me away from any problem.

For the time being, I guess this

is the wisest decision to be done. :)

Pride

It's been 4 days without any chat

or texts from him, yet I felt nothing.

Did I miss him? Mhm... I don't think so.

Did I feel lonely? Mhm.. Yeah, he always made

me feel that way since the Merdeka event.

Did I feel angry? Well... Of course. How could

he left me for days without anything to be

heard from him? Duh...

Did he expect me to be the one texting

him in the first hand? Uh huh..

NEVER

I will only text him first when something

bad was going up between us. Lulz :P

During the 3rd day, I felt like missing him

so much, but when I heard a new story of

him and his serial liker...I was totally mad.

And eventually, when my anger took control,

the part of me that misses him suddenly
fades away.

So in the end, victory is mine~He finally
sent me texts in the evening of 4th
day. Haha~ I win!!!

Sweetest UKJK of All Time

Ok, so what's with the title?

Haha :P

UKJK is something that we 

call as fitness test. The marks

are included in our assignments.

We did it every semester. This time,

it's the 3rd and the last one cause

we won't be having any UKJK 

anymore in Degree studies starting

next semester.

And here comes the best part of

this semester's UKJK.

We have about 6 check points

to be finished. And guess what?

He approached me every time

I finished each check points.

Had little talks and cute fights. I

think I was smiling all of the time 

today, and it's all because of him :')

End Of The Fight

I finally let down my pride for him.

Yeah, I was being too harsh on him

when I let out all of my anger.

Only then I realized that I was not

the only one hurting.

I was hurt because of his lies, and he

was hurt because of my words of anger.

How guilty I was afterwards... But I somehow

manage to put our emotions back on track.

In the evening, our class had kayak lessons

and hell yeah, we caught glimpses

of each other. Whee~

It goes on and on until the last half 

an hour of the lessons, which is when
he finally approached me. Haha :P

I was just sitting at the side way 

and he suddenly appeared from nowhere

and end up sitting next to me.

I was a bit nervous at the beginning,

 but our little talks somehow soothes
me :')