Thank You Allah

Thanx so much, for making him

to get over me

I will totally feel guilty to tell

him that I won't be able to

love him like how I used to.

So now, I will continue to like

the one and only guy that

I miss so much :)

It's a late confession :(

This is what just happened to me

People that I used to like so much

came and did a brave confession

Only if he did that long time ago...I won't

hesitate to accept him

But now, everything's different

I've already moved on, yet he finally

came...at the wrong time -_-

People always said to love the

person that love u, not the person

that I like and admire

Mhm.... Please guide me dear Allah..

I felt so helpless for someone is

 already filling his spot in my heart :'(

Kinder

The thunderous storm is finally over.

How I thanked U so much Allah.

I know, things happened for a reason.

And U're the only one to know the 

reason well.

I hope U will guide me through 

the light.

If I'm wrong, please correct me. If

he's wrong, please made him realize it.

Cause I'm hoping for him to be a 

great leader someday. Amin :)

p/s: I couldn't bring myself to eat the 

kinder bueno.. awhh >.<

The deadly confession

I had to... even I'm not willing to

Coz I've hurt him

Damn.

Just cause of my own lie, he got

so hurt. And I had to tell the

truth just to make things clear..

And now, it's not even getting 

better from before :(

mid sem break 2012

a bunch of new things are happening

in my small life these days

that includes...him. the one that's

making my days so colorful, yet painful 

this is just a beginning of a new chapter 

in my love story thingy I think :P

he's super nice. I can fall for him

in any time without any hesitation

but he's too great for me. I don't

deserve him. I can't even picture

myself standing next to him

I got nothing compared to beautiful 

them. But actually, the most important

thing that blocked me from falling for

him is... TRUST

I don't trust him. I kept thinking that 

he's a player.

Thus, he's not the one that

I should seriously thought of :]