Got a blast

we went out in a group

the silence was deafening earlier

but then when we all get together

a bit more, he began to act natural

his true colors are not bad

gentleman. haha :)

I admit it

Yeah, I admit that I like him
and there's nothing wrong with it

So I'll be liking him for the time being

AND
 I'm not hoping for anything

I never hope that he sees me

Please, no. I won't let it happen

This is weird, cause usually I would like

my crush to know how I felt,

BUT

this time, I'm comfortable with this
secret admirer thingy 

:)

tarawikh prayer

I cried for the 1st time in my life right during

reciting my solo tarawikh prayer alone

I missed the opportunity to perform it

together with other Muslims at the surau

and it somehow strikes me deeply :<

o Allah, please forgive me. I hope u can

give all of us guidance to be able to

perform this great tarawikh after this

; o;

. . .

damn. I was nearly found out

gotta be careful from now on

-.,-

It's starting back

yeah... that one thing is bugging me 

the love thingy. I'm falling down again

arrggh! It's all his fault for stepping

into my empty life

I like it when it's empty... I want to 

feel the peacefulness again

Yet, he came and slowly I began to

like him.. or is it love? -___-

I knew he's into someone, but why

can't my heart be strong?

I learned to be strong towards someone

else, but finally I fall for this new person

. . .