Jul 1, 2012

emptiness strikes

ow yeah

now I learned 2 make my heart empty

avoiding all the love that I nearly get
involve in

and this made me feel so peaceful

thanx Allah for making me in this
good condition :)

I hope this will last long until someone sees
me as his Mrs Right. hee~

Jun 19, 2012

hmmph..

why is it when i'm trying to push u 
away, u're coming closer to me.

please, it annoys me. if u did that
back then, i'll surely be jumping
to the cloud nine now.

but, uh huh. not anymore. u're
already gone in me. there's nothing
left but hatred and annoyance.

people said that i deserve 
someone way better than u. 

and yeah, i'm holding on to their
thoughts. i'll be waiting for someone
who will appreciate me more than anything :)

Secret Garden ost - That Woman

Such a heart feeling song. Every time I listen to 
this song, it reminds me of the ups and 
down love life of Joo Won & Ra Im... T-T
The singer, Baek JI Young even portrays the 
emotions successfully on stage ; o;

p/s: I do not own anything!









Jun 7, 2012

It's over

Yayyy~ I'm finally over him

Haha. Fast isn't it? U see, the safety precautions
that I took worked really well.

So now I can stalk him everyday without
any heart feeling 8)

And I can see that now, he's running over
my karma 

Oh wow. Now he'll get to feel the torment
that I used to feel for him

U can wait for the girl. Yeah. Wait till u die
and never see me. 

Cause I'm no longer there for u. We're 
crashing. Let's be like we used to be:
classmate stranger.

May 29, 2012

I'm doing great :D

So here are the safety precautions that I took
to maintain the good shape of my heart
and stop if from bleeding over again.

1) Stop stalking their fb.
2)  Unsubscribe them.
3) Go off9 to him on chat.
4) Close the news feed box.
* so that I will not see anything that he's doing*

And now I felt so peace. Their lovey dovey
comments surely tear my heart apart
the last time I saw it.

That was when I decided to take these actions.

I don't wanna bleed every time I'm fb-ing.

This feels so damn right. Chill ^_^